My Sweet 17th Birthday

hey ya! long time no writing here. hehe

today is my birthday. and I'm 17 years old now!! YAY! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!!^^

but actually I don't feel anything special today.

just spent my time with friends and had a dinner together with mom, lil sist, and my friends.

the one I hoped to send me a birthday greeting is not send anything for me, even a birthday greeting, how pity. LOL~

but it's okay. just forget it. hehe

now, I want to tell something. besides of my birthday, today is also a very special day to me.

today is my 2nd anniversary with my bias. :) yeah, he is the one I hoped to send me a birthday greeting. LOL~

already 2 years. I know it's still a junior, because he has a lot of fans who loves him for a long time.

this 2nd anniversary is more special than my own birthday, I also don't know why. haha

time flies very fast, I totally agree with that. I just feel that I knew him yesterday, and now it's already 2 years! wohoo~

and one thing, my love for him had never changed from the first time until now. I just hope I can celebrate my 3rd, 4th, 5th, ..... anniversary with him.

although I feel a little bit sad, because I never see him in a real life before. but I always have a same feeling from 26th October 2009 until now.

I just hope that he can feel my feeling for him, no more. a simple wish, that I don't even know will come true or not.

But, I always believe that God has the best plan for me. I just can try my best, but my Jesus will determine the path for me. Ora et Labora.^_^

this is the little cake for. to celebrate my 2nd anniversary with my bias. and the other one is the piece of my birthday cake. the third piece for my bias! t

he first is for mom, the second is for lil sist, and the third is for my bias. hehe

btw, thank you for all my friends who celebrated my birthday today. I appreciated it so much. thank you for all birthday wishes and birthday greetings. it's mean a lot for me.

God bless y'all.^^

The last one! :)

love letter

hello all, how are you? it's very long time ago since I posted here.

and sorry I can't keep my promise to write everyday here. hehe

btw, Happy Easter all. God bless you always.^^ have a joyful days.

hmm, and today I want to write a letter or poem? I don't know it for sure. LOL~

I just write it based on my true feeling.

ok, let's start now.

I know you for a long time ago, and time makes me love you.

I know all about you, but you don't even know me.

I just keep watching you from afar, hoping someday I can meet you and tell you that I love you.

but, I don't know when. I always keep imagine that you know me, although you are not.

you don't even recognized me. but, sometimes I thought you did.

I keep loving you until this time, but the situation still same.

I don't know what to do, I just keep watching.

maybe someday you will know my feeling?

I just want you to know that I love you, can I?

I know God will hear it. so I just be patient.

I just want you to be happy for your life, if you are happy I will happy too.

I really don't know what to do.

if someday you be mine, I'll very happy.

but if it's not, I will be alright.

just hope the best for you.

I just want to tell you that I love you.

maybe someday I will.

I love you with all your weakness and your strength.

I love you with all my heart.

if you be mine, I'll be the most happy person in this world.

but, I know it just my dream, because you will never be mine.

I know I'm not suitable with you.

you are so bright and so far from me. but, I keep loving you.

am I wrong if I love you? I don't know too.

this love makes me confuse and don't know what to do.

but maybe keep loving you it's not wrong. I gonna love you forever~

Happy Lunar New Year

Happy Lunar New Year All.

How are you? fine? it's been a long time since I wrote here.^^

sorry guys. hehe.

hmm, when the last time I wrote here? I forget it. Oh My. LOL~

at the last I will attach my vacation photo, just 1 or 2 photos maybe. :)

December vacation I meant.

it's Lunar New Year, wish all the good things will come to all of you in this year.

start a brand new day with the new spirit, and always positive thinking.

what's special while you celebrate your Lunar New Year?

me? I got a lot of red packet here. LOL~ and I went to the beach with my friends.

I will post the photo as well.^^

now, I feel a little bit sad. I miss my man so much. T_T

he is very busy lately, he should finish his job on 23th March 2011, so he works very hard.

yeah, he is a very hard working man. and actually I'm very proud of him.

^^

I hope he will take care of him self because he works very hard.

I can't see him because he is so far from me, we stay in different island, and I just contact him from twitter. how sad. :(

but, I know he is busy for his job and I will understand about that. just feel miss him so much. :)

it's a normal feeling right? hehe

btw, this year is Rabbit year, and it means my man year too. haha

he was born in Rabbit year too, my rabbit prince. LOL~

okay, it's time for photos. :D

first, vacation photo

it's my lil sista, me, my mom, and my auntie

the next photo,

spent my Lunar New Year with friends at the beach.^^