aloha~

hola~ how are you today guys? I hope you all fine. :)
I didn't update yesterday, b'cuz I have a bad mood yesterday. so poor. :(
but, I feel better today. hehe.
sometimes, I thinking about "why the first child always has a greater responsibility?"
it's so disturbing me, b'cuz I'm the first child and I guess so. >,<. my responsibility is too big and hard, and sometimes I can't imagine that. but, I don't want to make my mother and sister disappoint with me. so, what should I do? whether you have an idea? please tell me what should I do. I need your opinion guys. :)

ok, we change the topic now. b'cuz I don't want to remember about that again. I tried to forget it, and just be myself till I know what should I do. :)

I had some Info about SS501 again. (my favorite boyband like I said yesterday.) I don't know this is a good info or bad. but, I think this is balance. :D SS501 will break for this year. (so bad. huftt) however, they will together again next year and they are promise with the TS that they will release a new album next year. (not bad. ^__^) I feel little sad right now, but I know this is the best way. so, I tried to accept it. hehe. all of SS501's member will have a different agencies this year. (so sad. :( )
but, there is no way anymore. They relented and helped each other.
Leader has relented very much. and I feel guilty already angry at him. he is a good Leader.
I'm so sorry Leader. :) please accept my apologies. hehe
but, I still confused why the DSP doesn't want to extend the contract with Kyu?
I think Kyu is a good singer also, then what's wrong with Kyu?
I love him too. :)
I really want to know what is the reason. and I hope that DSP will provide confirmation it as soon as possible. (don't make TS more angry with you DSP! they will hate you a lot.)
however, the final decision is SS501 will break and take a rest for this year and continue their new project next year.

so, what do you think TS? this is a good news or bad news? I hope you can accept it. :)
honestly, I felt little disappointed. b'cuz no one of us wants SS501 break after their new mini-album (Love Ya). but, I tried to accepting. :)
I feel mourn for the death of actor Park Yong Ha as well. :(
no one expected, right? I was surprised to get info about that. he is a good actor also.
I know him from the Korean Drama with title Winter Sonata. you know that drama? I think so.
and Kim Hyung Jun (member of SS501) feel very sorry about it.
he already considers Yong Ha as his own Hyung*. (Hyung = older brother)
Hyung Jun was cried so much. and I feel sad about this as well. he was shocked when he gets the info, and Hyung Jun said he can't believe it. :(
I hope Park Yong Ha can rest in peace.
good bye Park Yong Ha, we all loves you. :) ( my tears will fall down right now.)

at last, I just can say love your life as much as you can, b'cuz God gave us life free of charge and try to enjoy it.
and I wish all the best for us and our life.
God bless~ ♥
Love you guys. :)